The MRI date is finally only a few days away. The more I think about it the more nervous and scared I become. I keep asking myself how I do I trust doctors and MRI techs that I have never met or have never cared for Reghan to provide her with everything she needs. Yesterday I finally realized that God has been faithful since the day she came to be. He brought her and us through so many obsticals that could have been very serious and changed the way we all live forever. God has provided Reghan with the best pediatrician possible, great insurance and a wonderful neurologist. I have to trust Him to provide and protect her again. It is just hard for me to realize in a few days I am going to have to let her be in some one eles's hands and I will not be able to be in the same room.
I wonder how other parents do it especially when they are dealing with truely life threatening illness. Who do they lean on and trust in if they do no know Jesus Christ? I remember when my baby cousin had cancer and spent so many months in the hospital in Sacramento. Her mom stayed by her hospital bed non-stop. Now Chelsi is completly healthy and is in college in Hawaii and a star softball pitcher. God can and does amazing things.
I know I am babbling and by now am not making much sense. I am starting to feel better about Thursday though. Robbie and I want to thank each one of you that has continued to support, pray and encourage us through everything. We are extremely thankful.
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